These past two days the weather had been gloomy,the sky was piled with dark clouds like dirty cotton soaked with sewage,
and tonight, the sewage was finally squeezed out from the cotton, like a basin of dirty water being dumped out.
Outside the window, the rain poured heavily,
bean-sized raindrops smashed down hard on the leaves and flower buds.
Inside the room, entangled and inseparable,
two adult bodies pressed tightly together, indistinguishable from each other.
This pitiful alpha was pinned on the bed,
in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, in the bathroom… every corner had been used to bully him.
He clutched the shoulders of the person on top of him,
pleading bitterly: “A-Chen, A… A-Chen, I was wrong, let’s stop for today, okay…”
He really couldn’t take it anymore.
Pei Yingchen reached out his hand and covered his lips, his face gloomy, not saying a single word, rejecting Shen Xianning with actions alone.
Using even more force.
Shen Xianning raised his head, tears slid from the corners of his eyes, making him look especially pitiful, and his voice slipped out between Pei Yingchen’s fingers, sounding even more pitiful.
The room was filled with a scent of snow lotus pheromones, Pei Yingchen lowered his eyelashes and used his fingertips to wipe away his tears.
He picked up the sweaty person from the bed and held him in his arms, whispering: “Did I hurt you? Sorry.”
But even though he said sorry, his actions didn’t become gentler.
Even though he said sorry, his actions didn’t become gentler.
Shen Xianning hooked his arms around his neck, burying his face into his neck and crying, his tears soaked Pei Yingchen’s shoulder, mixing with the sweat on his body.
“A-Chen, don’t be mad… mm…” Shen Xianning sobbed, the two chests pressed tightly together, only two thin layers of skin and flesh separating their hearts.
An alpha being bullied like this was truly rare.
“Is it because I look stupid?” Of course Pei Yingchen was angry.
He grabbed Shen Xianning’s chin and held down his gasping lips, their tongues entangled tightly.
Pei Yingchen bit and rubbed his lower lip,
only letting go after hearing Shen Xianning cry out in pain.
“Do I look stupid?”
“What do you take me for? An idiot? Do you know how I’ve been these past days?”
Shen Xianning sobbed, tears falling like broken pearls.
It hurt, really hurt, and it was especially deep.
Alphas, like omegas, also had reproductive cavities, but unlike omegas, an alpha’s cavity always remained sealed, tight and dry.
Before, Pei Yingchen had reached that area,
but since Shen Xianning didn’t feel comfortable, he had never gone further.
But now he was very angry.
Really very angry.
So he ignored Shen Xianning’s struggles, and forced into the tight, sealed reproductive cavity.
The marks he left all over Shen Xianning’s body weren’t enough, he wanted Shen Xianning to love him forever.
Since he couldn’t mark him, he bit the slightly red gland on the back of his neck,
only letting go after hearing Shen Xianning gasp in shock.
Shen Xianning pushed at his shoulders,
struggling to escape from his arms,
“No, it hurts too much… A-Chen, don’t…”
Pei Yingchen looked at him coldly and asked in return,
“Are you planning to leave me? Planning to run off and find someone else?”
Shen Xianning froze, then hurriedly hugged him,
“No, I’m just too tired, I want to rest first, just ten minutes, okay? Just rest for ten minutes.”
Looking at Shen Xianning’s cautious eyes,
those misty blue eyes were like mysterious gems, very beautiful, his always fair skin was now flushed with lust, he had been bullied until he was dazed, confused.
He even stuck out his tongue unconsciously.
Pei Yingchen’s Adam’s apple rolled.
In the end, he compromised.
He lowered his head, took Shen Xianning’s tongue into his mouth, another kiss entangled to the death.
Finally, he hugged him tightly, coaxing gently,
“It’s okay now, I’m not angry anymore.”
“We’ll talk about the rest when we wake up.”
Pei Yingchen kissed his ear.
In fact, if he thought about it from the other side, he could understand everything Shen Xianning had done.
Was it Shen Xianning’s fault? Not really.
He just felt that he himself wasn’t good enough, hadn’t given Shen Xianning enough security and trust.
He held Shen Xianning and gave him a bath.
By the time everything was finished, it was already midnight.
They returned to the new bedroom to sleep.
There were no traces of a wedding inside,
everything was simple, brand new.
“I’ve imagined many times what our wedding would look like, grand, luxurious… so many kinds.”
Pei Yingchen brushed away the short hair at Shen Xianning’s temples and continued,
“But I never thought it would be so plain…”
“It shouldn’t be like this.” Pei Yingchen said.
“If I had known it was you,I would have come to the wedding… I wouldn’t have done all those impolite things.”
“Because I thought the so-called heir of the Shen family probably wasn’t satisfied with this arranged marriage…”
Shen Xianning’s eyes hadn’t fully refocused yet, Pei Yingchen had been too rough,
his legs still couldn’t close, his waist still hurt…
He looked at Pei Yingchen in a daze and said,
“I’m not mad, A-Chen. As long as it’s you, it’s okay.”
He knew he was the one at fault in this matter, so there was no need for Pei Yingchen to apologize.
He was the one who should be apologizing.
“The wedding…” Pei Yingchen kissed his cheek and continued,
“After some time, we’ll have the two families hold another one. The marriage contract we talked about before, none of that counts....Breaking off the marriage? Don’t even think about it.”
Shen Xianning lifted his lashes, staring at Pei Yingchen in surprise, his eyes filled with disbelief.
"What's wrong? Surprised?"
"I... I thought you would be really angry, and the marriage would be called off..."
Pei Yingchen laughed in anger: "I am angry, but what I'm angry about is that you lied to me. I'm not angry about us getting married, I actually wanted to marry you from the start."
"Because I love you, I only want to marry you," Pei Yingchen emphasized.
Shen Xianning swallowed, bending down and burying his face in Pei Yingchen's chest, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry."
He then said, "Hmm, and... I love you too."
"Let's sleep," Pei Yingchen smiled, his mood completely lifted. He gently rubbed the back of Shen Xianning's neck. "Goodnight, A-Ning."
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The night was very quiet.
The rain was getting heavier, and the temperature in the room was high.
Pei Yingchen couldn't sleep.
After Shen Xianning fell asleep, he got up and went to the balcony. With a soft thud, the orange-yellow light flickered. He lowered his head and lit a cigarette.
Raindrops as large as beans slammed against the window. Pei Yingchen exhaled a puff of smoke. This wasn’t right.
The wedding he gave Shen Xianning shouldn't have been like this.
No one offered blessings, no one approved—this wasn’t what he had imagined.
When the cigarette was finished, he lowered his head and sent a message to his mother: [Mom, I want to personally plan another banquet with the Shen family.]
The only thing that comforted Pei Yingchen was that this was just an unofficial banquet.
So there was still a chance to fix everything.
He and Shen Xianning should have been blessed by everyone.
Cough cough...
A very soft coughing sound came from inside the room.
Pei Yingchen instinctively thought the smoke from his cigarette had drifted into the room. He quickly put out the cigarette, waved his hand through the air, and then opened the glass door to enter the room, taking off his coat and lying down on the bed.
"Where did you go?" Shen Xianning, groggy, burrowed into his arms, making a soft sound.
Pei Yingchen’s heart softened immediately, like a little cat, wrapped in the comfort of safety.
"Sorry, I went outside for a smoke," Pei Yingchen coaxed him, "Go to sleep, it's fine now."
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